For many readers interpreting the words in a sentence can feel like deciphering a complex puzzle. Understanding the rhetorical modes of the author/s can be difficult to understand without a sufficient background of the text’s intentions. From the perspective of the author, his/her works are the result of extensive exercise in first reading, and then writing. Availability to these practices were seldom found, and liklier nonexistent, for people of color in the American antebellum south. Hager’s Word by Word describes various examples of the methods used, both by slaves and freedmen, to grasp the principles of writing for the benefit of “emancipation”. In both A Colored Man’s Constitution and Writing a Life in Slavery and Freedom, he notes acts of persistent emulation that eventually results in the writer developing his own voice. Hager describes the difference between emulation and originality as an act of shedding one’s fears and self-deprecation to do “something new”. “To do something new, or something one knows other people can do better or more easily, provokes a particular kind of worry and self scrutiny, as well as a negotiation between originality and emulation (Hager, p. 3).” Without formal training, “A Colored Man” began to learn literacy, the day he picked up the pen to copy words from the U.S. Constitution. With every pen stroke, he inscribed into the paper, and also into his mind, the language he interpreted within the constitution. In repetition, and through emulation, he improved, learning new vocabulary and developed this vocabulary into his conscious being. Although “A Colored Man’s” variety of American English was a non-standard form, it was however a new form of American English. In a paradoxical manner, “A Colored Man” gained his freedom the moment he cultivated his own, unique, written language: one that was disregarded from formal literary tradition. In nineteenth century America, his variation’s acceptance was totally dependent on the interest of sponsors. If he chose to dedicate his life as a publicized author, he would also be yoking himself to the opinions of the dominant literary audience of the time: a “white” dominated audience. From his previous, and laborious, act of emancipation, he must now perform the greater task of capturing a “white” audience by using his established literary range. He does so, through acts of critical thought, gained in the process of reading and writing the U.S. Constitution.
In John M. Washington’s case, he learned the standard variety of American English in a similar way, by transcription, but discovered his true voice through use of diary writing he composed in pencil. In his autobiography Memories of the Past he was, to some degree, emulating his experiences through his acquisition of the standard form. During his experiences in the American Civil War, as a southern “contraband”, he began recording specific events in pencil: as he once did during diary writing. His use of the pencil exhibited the use of his conscious writing voice; one that was constantly interrupted during pen writings. Hager’s observations include a pattern found in Washington’s repetition of phrasing within sentence syntax. In these pen-written texts, Washington crosses out double phrases he wrote as a child, indicating his improvement in literacy as an adult. This observation could have only been discovered through finding his conscious voice: one that is developed through reading and writing. Although his only exposure, to reading, came from limited resources, Washington continued to emulate texts in writing until he found his conscious voice. Developed by arduous reading and writing, he came to realize that his true voice came when writing in pencil. Found in the final chapter of his autobiography, are recollections intentionally written in pencil to indicate this aspect of his literate ability. In a way, Washington’s penciled works created a distinction between his internal and external self on the page. His external observations (sensory) was written in pen, while his internal happenings (cognative) occurred in pencil. Washington’s literacy clearly displays the notion that one can not learn to write, unless they have learned how to read. To further explore this idea would be to state that one can not truly free themselves from the mind’s constraints until they have developed a speaking voice for the mind to communicate with. Hager’s position, of cultivating and developing this inner voice, begins with reading the writings of authors, then emulating the text through writing its symbols in a relatable sequence. With extended practice, the internal voice of the writer begins to emerge. Once, confidently, developed, the mind begins to write independently in the form of thoughts. It first writes ideas into the mind of the individual, then through the individual it finds itself onto an inscribable medium (or object).

