When reading excerpts of Christopher Hager’s book Word by Word: Emancipation and the Act of Writing, I found that I got caught on one line in particular. “Autobiography is the dominant form of antebellum African American literature.” (Hager, 81) At first glance, the reason for this is fairly obvious. The individuals writing their autobiographies had gone through an incredibly difficult time, and they wanted to tell America and the world about slavery from their point of view. However, when examining the authors that Hager writes about, one can conclude that this may not be the case. The authors discussed are not Fredrick Douglass– they didn’t write as eloquently, nor as grammatically correct as he. Additionally, most of them did not even attempt to publish their narratives. Why then, would they have written an autobiography? When thinking about this line a bit more, and considering Flusser’s arguments in Does Writing Have a Future? I wonder if perhaps they wrote their narratives for themselves, as a way to process the horrors of slavery that they had witnessed and were subject to.
As Flusser explains, “writing is a gesture that aligns and arranges ideas.” (6) That is, writing takes thoughts that run rampant within one’s mind, and arranges them neatly. Takes them out of a chaotic brain, stops them from running in circles, and makes them linear, on the pages. In doing this, one can process and understand their thoughts in a more cohesive way than before.
This could explain why African Americans mostly wrote autobiographies after emancipation. In order to move forward in life and to understand what the next chapter can hold, one must understand what occurred in the past. Newly emancipated slaves, most of whom were barely literate, needed to go through this process. They didn’t necessarily write their autobiographies for other people to read, but rather, for themselves, so that they could process what they had been through. Hager touches on this when he mentions that in writing autobiographies, the authors were brought both “closer to selfhood,” and “further from an authentic view of slavery.” (82) These autobiographies reconstructed their painful past, and allowed them to understand their own personal story, and what they themselves had been through.
John Washington, for example, kept a diary through much of his life as a slave, yet he neglected to mention his enslavement and mostly wrote about those around him and the woman he loved. However, after he was emancipated, Washington rewrote his diary, changing only a few small details to allude to his life as a slave, and to his freedom. Perhaps he did this to process; if Washington never planned to publish his diary, why else would he have rewritten it? Why else would he have written over his diary, only changing a few words and sentences to make analogies about his life as a slave? Why would he do this, if not to process what he had been through?
I feel as though it is narratives like this which are perhaps even more important than narratives like Fredrick Douglass’. Although Douglass wrote eloquent and important work, his writing was for the public. His writing was for people to read, and for them to be changed. However, it was not necessarily as personal as the narratives discussed in Hager’s book. These stories, written in mostly broken English, portray a side to slavery that is difficult to see when it’s written about with clear literacy. It tells the story not only of the struggle for literacy and freedom, but of the need to put words on paper, despite the limitations set before them. It tells the story of the need to process slavery, despite never being given the tools to do so.